The life an times of me!

4 years later

Sun, 22 Feb 2009 04:32:19 GMT

I have not blogged anything since 2005....almost 4 years to the date....Maybe I will start again!

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 04:08:46 GMT

8:30pm...He took you to see Grandma..The woman of your dreams, they Lady you have missed for so many years. I am proud to be your first grand child named for you, and sad at the same time. I LOVE YOU GRANDPA. MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOU WILL LIVE ON IN MY HEART

For you Grandpa

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 06:02:48 GMT

Why do people have to Die?
Where are they going?
What is the purpose of living so many years here and spending an eternity elsewhere?
your here stil but its like your gone. I can talk to you but I can't see you or feel you, and you can't talk back to me. Its so hard to comprehend that Last Christmas was the last time I would see you. My dad is loosing his Dad. How can that be. Parents are supposed to live forever. I always say my greatest fear is not being able to say goodbye. Grandpa you are so lucky to have had the chance to say good bye. We all love you so much. Living up to your name is a hard job, but somebody has to do it. I wish I could be there to see you. I wish I lived 20 min away instaed of 20 states away. Why do people wait for a death or tragedy to come closer together. I live my life like everyone is on hold, expecting things to be the same when I have time to come around. No regrets, you know I love, I am glad I got to say good bye. I am glad you are not in Pain, I just wish you could have been happier in the years after grandma had passed. You better look good for her when you meet her!!! I love you grandpa and Grandma. and Grandpa rielly. Its harder to understand the meaning and significance of life when your young. I am finally having to face a loss. I wish you the least pain and the safest journey to your eternal life. Thankyou for raising such a wonderful son, who I call my dad.

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 05:05:21 GMT

Note to self
Drinking is good in moderation
No more going shot for shot with Crown Royal
Stay seated when drunk...Ur nose hurt in the morning

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 05:04:01 GMT

My sister's Best Friend Lost her Father yesterday to a heart attack. He was younger than my dad. This really puts life in perspective..May he rest in peace

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 03:35:05 GMT

Tell me why I had to see another man sit on top of this mans back while he did his push ups??? what the heck is the deal with that??

If i was a guy or into girls then I would probally enjoy my job a whole lot more since almost all these girls walk around in nothing! Im not hating im just not trying to see your goodies...save em for the candy shop

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 02:38:39 GMT

3.6 Hell Yeah I rule this world!! :) Get on mah level!!

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 17:25:34 GMT

On this day 22years ago, God created the most beautiful elegant enlightened intelligent lady to grace this earth....guess who was created...

ME!!

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 11:42:31 GMT

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME Alexis Jane Koesters
2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? Sexy Lexy, Offbeat
3. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU MOVED? uhm 5 or 7
4. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE ON VACATION, WHERE WOULD YOU GO? Carribean, or Europe
5. IF YOU WERE AN ANIMAL (mammal), WHAT WOULD YOU BE? a bear you get to hybernate!!
6. WHAT IS THE FIRST CONCERT YOU EVER WENT TO? NEw Kids on the Block!!
7. HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU WENT? In middle school
8. WOULD YOU RATHER WATER SKI OR SNOW SKI? Id like to try both
9. DOG OR CAT? Cats...I have two there so addorible!!
10. WOULD YOU RATHER RIDE A MOTORCYCLE OR A HORSE? Horse :)
11. WHAT MAGAZINE(S) DO YOU SUBSCRIBE TO? None im broke
12. WHAT DID YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST TODAY? raisn bran cereal
13. WHAT'S THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT YOURSELF "JUST FOR FUN?" clothes makeup jewerly.
15. COFFEE OR TEA? tea
16. DO YOU LIKE YOUR JOB? yes most of the time.
17. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE? to get paid to sleep! No seriously to play basketball
18. DO YOU HAVE ANY KIDS? yeah my two cats!!
19. WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU DRIVE? a mini van my dad has jokes!
20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOOTBALL TEAM? was the dolphins however after this season i dont know any more
21. FAVORITE DRINK? water and diet coke
22. NAME ONE THING THAT YOU HAVE NEVER DONE, BUT WOULD LIKE TO DO. SKYDIVING! Me too!!
23. HOTDOG OR HAMBURGER? depends what im in the mood for.
24. ARE YOU A GOOD COOK? yes i suppose
25. DO YOU MAKE YOUR BED EVERY DAY? no i like it to be just the way it was when i left.
26. HAVE YOU EVER THROWN A PARTY THAT GOT SO LOUD THAT THE COPS CAME? yeah.
27. WHAT TIME DO YOU GENERALLY GO TO BED ON A WEEKNIGHT? 10 n 1
28. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOLIDAY? Christmas :)
29. WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST? reniesha
31. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST KISS? Richard Barnett
32. DO YOU READ THE NEWSPAPER ON A DAILY BASIS? nope
33. HOW OFTEN DO YOU TALK TO YOUR MOTHER? a few times a week
34. WHO HAVE YOU BEEN FRIENDS WITH THE LONGEST? Theresa Barnes
35. FAVORITE TV SHOW? Sex and the City Law and Order CSI With Out a Trace
36. DO YOU COLOR YOUR HAIR? havent in a few years
37. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU CURRENTLY READING? Tuesdays with Morie
38. WHICH OF YOUR FRIENDS WILL BE THE FIRST TO RESPOND TO THIS? no one.
39. WHO WON'T RESPOND AT ALL? everyone

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 11:23:34 GMT

You are Ariel from The Little Mermaid!

What Disney Princess are you?
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Fri, 03 Dec 2004 22:25:12 GMT

I bought a bike yesterday at the UCF auction for $15 it needs some work...but hey i bought a bike for $15!!!

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 13:54:32 GMT

Ive decided that if I am ever diagnosed with a terminal illness or I find out I am going to die in a certain time period, I am going to have a living funeral. Ive been reading a book called Tuesdays with Morrie. It is so sad and good at the same time. I orignally saw the movie one day when my cable was broke and I was going through all my sisters DVD, and now I am reading the book. I recommend it for all of you!

On a lighter note...9 more days till my 22nd birthday OMG!!! I am getting old n crusty EWW!!! And for the fourth year in a row I have a final on my birthday and I have to work WOOO HOO!! O well I need money more than I need to go out.

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 18:28:08 GMT

You are 67% Sagittarius

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

So bored at work!!

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 00:14:54 GMT

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I wierd?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? If so what was it?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Would you ever date me?
21. would you ever kiss me?
22. Do you find me attractive?
23. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 06:30:29 GMT

I am close to graduating and I am not neccessairly ready. UCF job is already getting ridiculous with a ceratain manager letting power go to his head way to much. damn a 1 min personal phone call give me a break i cant help if people call me at work...are we 10 years old seriously...your almost 30 isnt it time for you to get a wife and have some kids...

on a side note i really miss D'angelo....were "just friends" but seriously how do you go from talking to someone every night and having feelings for that person to being just friends...i want to be with him so bad...but trust is a big issue with me so until i feel like i can trust somebody i will be alone....well im not in the mood to write any more so tah tah

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 21:25:59 GMT

New York is Amazing. It was so much fun and so peaceful! i had a blast...i think i could go every year for the rest of my life and never get bored!

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 16:12:19 GMT

u say ur coming to town so where are you??? i dont get you... i dont understand.. i want u to stop being on my mind 24/7... i want to be free of thinking the worst of you...i want my heart back

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 14:56:54 GMT

I Have a severe case if PID!!! if you dont know what that means i suggest you read The Sisters of APF by Zane. wow...is all i can say...that book is off the chain!!!

Well i woke up Wednesday with a really bad fever and cold. and like the stubborn person i am i decided to stay home from work but not go to the clinic. so thursday it got worse and i decided to go to the clinic at the last minute. well this is the 4th time ive been sick this year since may and i dont know what the hell is wrong with my body. the antibiotics are not working yet and i feel so gross. everytime i take a shower to wash away the sweat from my fever i just start sweating again. wtf!!! Ive missed so much work recently i am not going to be able to pay my bills :( well my head hurts no more updating.......

one more thing why is it that short people always feel the need to be in control...i mean is a atitude really neccessary all the damn time. u want respect but yet u refuse to give it to ur elder so wtf ....give and u shall receive!

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 01:11:27 GMT

well this weekend was the most unproductive weekend i had. originally i was supposed to go spend the weekend with someone but like he always does, well he claims their just coincidences,...forgot that he asked me to take off work and made other plans...o well its over n done with ... still mad that i lost out on working..i really need the money..anyways..we had a bbq with the IG's...some girls have potential...then i did nothing for the rest of the weekend...i have no motivation...

ive started reading my second book writtne by erik jerome dicky...i never knew fiction could be so good....wish my school books kept me entertained...speaking of school..everyone keeps asking when im going to graduate...shyt if i know...leave me alone ill graduate when im ready damn't!!!!....

back to another game of SNOOD!!!! i have an addiction...its becoming a problem!

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 18:07:04 GMT

Since i ditched class i guess i can update my journal before i take my ass to work.
the class average in immunology was 80% for our first test and since i am an above average gal (knock on wood) i hopefully did above average!! i got a b on my accounting test that a lot of people failed so i feel good about that. my online classes are all busy work which sucks cause i have a lot to do this semester.

I leave for new york in 2 weeks and i am soooooooooooooo excited. any suggestions on places to go would be appreciated i already have a list for one day....i can not wait till oct 14th....ne ways back to procrastinating

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 17:57:55 GMT

I downloaded snood for the first time in ages and now i am addicted again....freshamn year all over!! oh no

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 19:14:53 GMT

My heart hurts. I dont know why i expect things from people when i know all along they are going to let me down.

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 04:45:24 GMT

I met this really awesome guy but i cant help but wonder if its real and if its gonna even work out. He is so different from what i have dated in the past that it scares me when i think about the possiblity of us dating. I didnt even think i was ready for a realationship after what happened with my ex. It had been over a year now since i even looked twice at somebody. And he is actually WORTH MY TIME for once!!!

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 04:37:10 GMT

I thought things like this ended in high school but i guess not....someone please tell me how i ended up on a "we loose" forum which is all about parties....I AM NOT LOOSE!!!!!

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CHECK OUT THAT LINK

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 01:15:40 GMT

I am now officially a senior!!!! these years have flown by....i better be careful not to blink to long or my senior year might just fly by